I promise that I'm not going to make a habit of this.
Tonight I'm going to the funeral of a good friend that I should not have to go to. And that makes me angry. He was going to teach a class for me next Tuesday on ropes and knots. That's not going to happen now, and that makes me angry too because I f*cking loved his knots class. I've been home throwing up all afternoon because I don't know if I ever mentioned to him how much I look up to him and now I'm not going to be able to. And now I'm angry because I honestly don't know if I should have used the past tense in that previous sentence.
If you're thinking of doing this. Call.